I seem to be at a crossroads here, no one gets close, hard to be near.
Sitting and staring at a perfect view, and the only thing wrong, is I should be staring at you.
Hard to make sense of what this worlds dished out, but for me on a personal level, the world is missing out.
I want to find a corner to scream out loud, but I hold it in and try and pretend it didn’t happen or I don’t feel it or this is some fucking sick joke!!!!!
Cant seem to get ahold of my body or mind, but theres 3 more I must consider, and they are all your kind.
You would have been a brother, again and once more. But your siblings have never worried. You have always blocked the door.
More honest ive never known, I hope I played a part.
But honest you were, and full of so much heart.
I was more proud of you, than ive ever been of myself
And a father couldn’t be prouder to help make a man better than himself.
You were honest and strong and really a smartass, but I love you and miss you and I wish you peace.
Honest strong and a smartass, yea! Your related! PLEASE!
The point of all this, is for some relief,
I cant hardly breathe and ive lost my belief
Is there some solution I haven’t yet seen
Or does this shit just go on, like a bad fuckin dream?
Whatever the case and however it comes out
Theres some sort of answer, I have no doubt
I just cant see through this veil of tears
And im pretty sure this will last for years
My son saved my life and gave me a path
I thought for sure he would make it last.
I cant stop crying or feeling the pain
Honestly, just trying to stay sane.
Love to all. Appreciate what you have, daily