This is the first Episode of my honest reflection and research into the roots of ME. Maybe you can relate?
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I try not to look to deep into what others might think As I look around though, it seems our countries on the brink The brink of what I’m still reaching to grasp I’m sure when it’s figured out we will all hear the countries gasp I don’t believe one man caused it but heContinue reading “Social Anxiety”
So many answers where questions still lye So tired of wondering if anyone will ask why I’ll ask myself and risk it all I’m still standing though many thought I’d fall Voice your opinion and give rise to doubt It’s up to others to sort it out If your opinion matters and gives root toContinue reading “Hand of Ideals”
The journey has been rocky Now there is some relief I didn’t know I had such emotions The realizations are beyond belief I spent 30+ years creating who I thought I was I now realize I was only what I saw through a buzz The fog that was lifted revealed a world unknown I’m findingContinue reading “Alcohol Relief”
Seven years ago my life took an unexpected turn. I had never believed that I would be worthy of such a gift. A gift, not only to me, but everyone who’s life she touches. Before this beautiful woman I knew nothing of comfort, belonging or connection, I thought that I did, I learned different. WeContinue reading “My Love”
Dipping, diving and rising to tremendous height Head starts spinning stomach is tight I can’t hear a thing beyond the grinding of my teeth But I feel clamp to rail from underneath A cork-screw A loop And coming up soon is a thing we call truth I fly along the rails and reach for aContinue reading “Roller-Coaster”
As I look around the world in view I see trouble and turmoil and nothing new A trouble we gave to ourselves as a gift Now trouble seems a burdon to lift Our hands so full theres room for nothing else The things that should mean most are dusty, on a shelf No one seemsContinue reading “Losing Touch”